I wish someone noticed me… I’m so invisible to everyone that they won’t even know that I’m gone.
I wish I had someone or something to fight for, anything…
I wish someone cared.
Tú eras la única cosa que detenía a los demonios de mi mente.
I forgot how much these memories and thoughts still hurt, when will the pain go away?
No one cares. No one has ever cared. No one will ever care, but I’m not going to give you the satisfaction of me being gone. I don’t care that you don’t care about me, not anymore.
♡ the person you would take a bullet for is behind the trigger ♡
Guys cry, get hurt, cut, get insecure, can be broken too :c
Then you already know how it feels…
Is it crazy I want to hear voices and see monsters becuase Im so lonely?
I’m always that friend.
The one who’s always sad.
The one who’s always left out.
The one who’s always forgotten.
The one who’s never smiling.
The one who’s not a good friend.
The one who’s never good enough.
The one who’s always replaced.
The one who’s never there anymore.
I hate dreaming about you.
It’s just… painful. Waking up in the middle of the night crying, whispering your name, wishing it was real… but it’s not, and all my happiness fades and turns against me.
Like a movie playing in front of my eyes, over and over.
And when my mind leave that self-made hell, and comes back to reality, that feeling, that sadness still there, it just won’t go away. Because the only thing that can make it disappear is you. And we both know that’s not gonna happen.